“I’ve always wanted to not give a fuck. While crying helplessly into my pillow for no good reason, I would often fantasize that maybe someday I could be one of those stoic badasses whose emotions are mostly comprised of rock music and not being afraid of things. And finally - finally - after a lifetime of feelings and anxiety and more feelings, I didn’t have any feelings left. I had spent my last feeling being disappointed that I couldn’t rent Jumanji.”—Allie Brosh of Hyperbole and a Half (via vanillajuice)
Ever feel like the world around you, your world, is so fucked up and bizarre and backwards that there’s no way anyone could ever truly love and accept you because how the fuck is anyone going to sign up for a fucking circus that you’re merely on the sidelines for, trying desperately to understand why you’ve been put in the mix, trying to escape and make some sense of the train wreck?