July 2010
I fainted today, and scared the shit out of myself.
So
I’m pretty sure I’m at that point in life that adults look back on their lives in their teenage years. All the good times and all the horrific times piled around the same time. Getting drunk, smoking weed, popping pills. I feel like this is the point they look back on when they have spiralled out of control.
She
She never even noticed when it became a problem. She never even noticed all the things I did for her and all the things I sure as hell wanted to do to her. I guess she’s one of those people that have a thing called, shady vision. She never even noticed that her eyes were lying to her. She was so set on everything she ever wanted, that she didn’t even notice that it was right in front...
I don't wanna take this life for granted like I...
i can’t tell you what it really is. i can only tell you what it feels like. and right now i can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight. im high off of love, and drunk off my hate. she fucking hates me and i love it. its so insane cause when it’s going good it’s going great. but when its bad its awful i feel so insane i snap. I’ll never stoop so low again. you...
