March 2010
I wish this was a happier ending.
I think I’ll become a hermit. No school, no stupid people: just me and my cave in Idaho.
when you said you dread it, this is what i was...
You see, I don’t hate the conversations when the dog runs up to you, and you have to prepare yourself to talk to the owners. Those are the kind of conversations I thrive on. You can be a completely different person and never have to worry about ever seeing these people again, or having them say something horrifyingly embarrassing about you. sure you could be the ” this deranged girl...
this is everyday conversation for us.
Anj: It's time spent broadening horizons.
Erika: Your like the silver lining under my cloud.
everything that you had said to me was just a lie...
I’m looking for a new person to break down the walls I’ve created and to steal the information and learn from it. I need them to be there, and listen to what I have to say, and to like doing it. A person to send my writing to, and cry out without worrying about how their opinion on me will change. It should be her, but she’s gone so far away I don’t think there’s any...
I find it ironic that Virgin Mobile keeps fucking me over.
I was just guessing At numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science Science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart Oh tell me you love me Come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles Chasing our tails Coming back as we are
I never wanna kiss you again Never wanna walk through the park holding your hand No more talking all night until the early morning It’s such a shame to say that we’ll never be the same… again Baby stop and think about it You lied to me, lied to me Baby stop and think about it You lied to me, lied to me The love we once shared girl no longer It no longer remains and now it’s...
2012
I don’t believe 2012 will be the end of the world. It will be the end of the world as WE know it. Great changes will occur.
Should have been different, but it wasn’t different. It was the same old story. Should have all worked out but it didn’t, she should be here now but she isn’t. There’s your trouble. You can say ” I love you” but you can see she doesn’t, but you just keep holding on. Could have been true love but it wasn’t , it should all add up but it doesn’t.
I wasn’t sure if the throbbing in my head was from the music I had playing endlessly in my room, or if it was from thinking too much. I think the worst feeling in the world is when you can see right through someone. You can see that they are using you, but you care for them so much that you let them. You pretend you don’t notice. You have to pretend that all the words they say...
Hello new world.
Today was so unexpected, well the events of today.
I woke up to go to school, dragged myself out of bed, made my long journey up stairs and then saw what the day had in store for me. A dark gloomy foggy day. With that I went back down stairs and curled up into my blankets and went back to sleep. I was supposed to only attend first class today, and then go shopping with one of my best friends, but...
i never knew, i never knew, that i could be so sad.
