January 2010
I smoke pot alone. My friends know, my family knows.
I drink alone. My friends know, my family knows.
I feel bad for the people I used to make fun of for doing this,
I didn’t know they were depressed.
Now I do.
“My heart… It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it’s trying to...”
– from the movie ‘Stardust’ (submitted by adreamisawish) (via quote-book) (via lovebot) (via witchindarkroom)
I'm an inbred and a pothead, two legs that you...
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hazelweatherfield:
Don’t tell someone who is depressed to go out and enjoy life and be happy. Don’t tell someone with an eating disorder to just eat and it all go away. Don’t tell someone who is having a panic attack to just calm down. It’s a lot more complicated than that. And you are only making it worse.
I never had understood the power that someones words could revoke on someone, till I had them thrown at me. I was in a bind, and either way, there was no untangling the web I had made. She was my soulmate, no question about that. Looking back, I can say now that she knew me better then I knew myself. I just wish I could have told myself that then. Back then I chose to put her in the line of fire...
things to do.
buy a desk for my room.
organize and throw out shit i dont need in my room.
get ed plus stuff sorted out.
get girl things sorted out.
get a phone with a decent plan.
update ipod, buy new ipod dock.
stop dwelling on the girl.
study and get my learners.
save up for a car.
this lady i work with is very, very pregnant.
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today at work, she was talking about all the weird things she feels, how strange it is to have something alive inside of her.
and the face would light up when she talked about how supportive her husband is, how excited he gets when the baby kicks, or turns over.. how his face would light up.
i don’t know why. because pregnancy scares the shit out of me. but today, i felt like...
I'm sorry for breaking all the promises I wasn't...
Well today was just like every other day. I got up a little worn, and hauled myself up the stairs into the bathroom. But today it happened, and my mom hates my guts, but she has every reason to, honestly from all the things I do. But I guess I’ll tell the truth when I say, it breaks me just to know that I have torn her apart so many times, so god damn many times. I’ve done what I...
“Her face was sad and lovely with bright things in it, bright eyes and a bright,...”
– F.Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby (via shynessisnice) (via christinels)
You asked what I wanted, and I lied and said it was hard to put into words. But it’s simple. I wanted to be treated the way that you treat her. All you have with her is everything I wanted. It is a dissapointment that you’re the only guy I ever felt something for, and your gone and swept up another girl. oh well.
I don't like what you've grown into.
I don’t like you anymore.
it makes me smile because you said it best,
i dont care what people say, the rush is worth the price i pay, i get so high when your with me, but crash and crave you when you leave.
" you just like the idea of me"
I’m in love with the idea of loving you. I don’t know if that’s the same thing as just loving you. But I like when you smile at me, and I like your scent, I like the color of your hair, and the way your personality is a little bent. I love your laugh, and your jokes are funny. I love being around you, I’m set on the idea that in order to be close to you, I have to have...
Bows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air And feather canyons everywhere, i’ve looked at cloud that way. But now they only block the sun, they rain and snow on everyone. So many things i would have done but clouds got in my way. I’ve looked at clouds from both sides now, From up and down, and still somehow It’s cloud illusions i recall. I really don’t...
She doesn't like me, she likes my writing- and...
I think it’s funny that hotdogs and sausages make me sick when I eat them, I can’t stand having them in my mouth. Why is this funny? I’m queer.
Her eyes saw something different, but I didn’t dare ask to see what she saw. She told me once that she just wanted to live. she wanted the freedom and choices that everyone else had. but she wasn’t like everyone else. She swelled into the air as the sound rose, and the doors rattled and the windows cracked. she didn’t belong here, or anywhere else. I would attempt to talk her out...
I’m always up. I’m always tired, but sleep doesn’t come. The only nights I enjoy are when you’re with me. You make time pass by so much faster. All I’m doing is sitting here wondering, waiting, what could she possibly be doing. she doesn’t sleep either.
“Y’all smoke to enjoy it, I smoke to die.”
– looking for alaska (via nathanintothesea) (via bottomlipsandfingertips)
Thought I was the only one.
mom.
Would it kill you to be nice to me once in a while? It seems the only time you are is when I say I’m on the verge of suicide, and even then it only lasted a day , not even, of you being civil to me. I know I’m not what you wanted for a daughter, and I’m sorry, but you do have two other daughters. They can have your grandkids, and all else that I don’t want.
So she wants to lose her virginity before anything happens between us. That’s a little weird, but understandable. I don’t really know why though. I’m thrilled that somebody like you finds somebody like me attractive.
So you know that little voice in your head that says NO NO NO DON’T DO THAT YOU’LL RUIN EVERYTHING!
I don’t fucking have one.
I'm so great when im baked.
Anj: you look gay erika.
Erika : OH I WONDER WHY.
being gay is fun. you should try out.
I mean...what?
Anj:
LOL WHAT
Erika:
try outs.. they start this week. at the McRae arena, on 34 erika st pants street.
Anj:
I THINK I JUST GOT A HURNIA
OH MY GOD THE PAINJDNFS
Erika:
hahahahahhim sorry
Anj:
Gahh. NO it wasn't you. I was trying to do that weird bridge stretch thing and I think I ripped a muscle.
GO DAMNIT OUCH OUCH OUCH
Erika:
you're doing that while were talking? ANJ! YOU SAID YOU WERENT KINKY
REBLOG IF YOU HAVE SCHOOL ON MONDAY AND THE...
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