May 2009
FML
my mom gave me a little photo holder today, the ones where little school pictures of people or whatever go. i proceeded to tell her i have no pictures of people. then it occured to me, i had a school picture of the girl whose life i ruined, who now hates my guts. my mother put it in our living room.
April 2009
you stared at me the way you hadn’t in months, what on earth were you thinking about? inquiring minds want to know.
it’s not joy that holds us all together, it’s pain. that’s what everyone can relate back to.
it’s hard you know. being with you but not being able to be with you. having the constant thoughts, the constant feelings. you dont know how much i count on you to help me when i’ve given everything i’ve got and i just feel like giving in.
“Love is an attempt at penetrating another being, but it can only succeed if the...”
– Octavio Paz (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via lovebot)
oh well, im happy for ya.
see i knew this what was going to happen once we got to high school. i knew you’d have guys all over you all the time. i just honestly never thought you’d pick one and “fall in love”
“When you tell a lie, you steal someone’s right to the truth.”
– The Kite Runner (via littlemiss) (via quote-book) (via witchindarkroom)
“you were my comfort blanket.
the warm fuzzy one i always wanted to cuddle up...”
“You know it’s love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you’re...”
– Julia Roberts (via littlemiss)
well then i guess it wasnt love.
my new uncle is a hippie.
mom: look erika your uncles almost as skinny as you!
me: haha oh yeah he is.
uncle: yeah but im cuter. *creepy wink*
“You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall...”
– Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist (via threetruthsforeverystory) (via quote-book) (via lovebot)
this movie was amazing, it was so real, kind of like juno.
“You stand very still, like you were in the arms of everyone you ever wanted.”
– The National (via sleepanddream) (via finallyseeing)
if you knew the real reasons for why i do the things i do, you would agree with me when i say im crazy.
fuck what i said, it don't mean shit now.
see i don’t know why i liked you so much, i gave you all of my drugs. i told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain, you put me through pain. now i wanna let you know just how i feel. fuck what i said, it don’t mean shit now, fuck the presents mine as well throw them out, fuck all those kisses they didn’t mean jack. fuck you, you ho i don’t want you back. well you...
so tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love.
Owl city really does have a new meaning to me now. It use to be about hope, it was a new sound, that I really liked and could relate to well. It was even greater when you said you liked them too. I thought, ” Yes, another reason why your amazing”. I even started talking about this song, and you said that lyric to me.
I can’t beleive I was wasting so much time with you,...
this is my resolution that i should have made on...
I’ve decided i want to see the beauty of things. The beauty that lives within us all. Were all part of a huge world, every second your living someone else is living. With every horrible day your having, someone is having the best day of their life. When someone dies, another is born. I don’t think negative things are worth thinking about anymore. It’s time to start living for...
everything you do matters in some way
i don’t care if it makes me a bad person. i don’t care if were friends and it’s not supposed to bother me. because it does. it 100 percent bothers me. it happens with everyone, and you always end up winning either because they like you more, or because they just like you. stop interfearing, i never needed your sympathy.
You should have known that i’d always be here as long as you needed me.
I guess you couldn’t say the same.
You were one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to cope with.
i've never been anywhere.
a: im going to pheonix!
b: im going to europe!
k: im going to cuba!
erika: im going to bed.
so today i realized,
no one’s ever what they say they are.
and their never what you think they are.
what a marage.
its either an s, or a p or an r . COME ON
All the S’s you have hanging of your every word drive me insane.
for once why can’t it be one of the e’s you choose.
“Sad thing is, you can still love someone and be wrong for them.”
– Elvis Presley (via littlemiss) (via quote-book)
“The only thing that scares me more than space aliens is the idea that there...”
– Ellen DeGeneres
