November 2009
I never felt alone, till I met you.
My vison is fogged, I can’t see out my own two eyes. I’ve been under the illusion that we meant more to eachother than this. I was under the impression you wanted something from me. I still haven’t figured out what that is, and neither have you. We have been walking around with shutters over our eyes, little slits that only allow us to catch a glimpse of what is really going on...
You’ve left me now and it’s seasoned my soul And with every step you take, I watch another part of you go… I continue to build a wall… You were so strong, I fell to my knees… And I don’t think I can handle this at all… One more night I’d like to lie and hold you Yes and feel… To make you smile, I’d like to be there for...
Tracey :
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
- takes a deep breath -
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Erika:
lol i miss you.
BEST FRIEND
: D:D
Tracey:
I just blushed.
No that was a lie.
But...I would of!: P
Erika:
YOU DIDNT BLUSH OVER MY BEST FRIEND COMMENT?
ASS HOLE.
Tracey:
Too bad you aren`t my best friend. I found a new one.
His name is Jack. Last name Daniels.
Erika:
Lolol
I suppose i need a new one then too.
first name pussy last name cat.
Tracey:
: P:P Maybe you should.
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
erika:
LOLOL
Tracey:
I am the master of pussy.
Erika:
I am the master of my pussy.
wait..what?
Tracey:
...I sure hope you are.
I`m the master of pussy in general
I am made up of questions that I do not know the answer to, and I’m tired of trying to figure it out. I am one of those people that wishes they were someone else, and will never actually do anything to achieve or change their lives. I am a teenager, lost, asked for directions, and got pointed in the wrong direction. I am hopeless.
cayleesmiles:
j0anna:
I wish to feel smaller under your sheets. I wish for the whole truth every time you speak. I’m thinkin’ about how you care half as much for me while I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep .. And I guess it doesn’t matter what I say or what I seem you stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans ignoring me the morning after isn’t enough and I swear I’m gonna...
"you cannot protect yourself from sadness without...
yourwrite:
and I’ve been protecting myself from all things, hoping to avoid the possibility of regret. There are things I’ve thought, words I’ve kept at bay, people I could’ve loved if I had let myself, and we beach these ships (right when we had began to get the hang of sailing) so close to shore because vulnerability is the scariest goddamn thing.
And I am just like those presents in 80s...
She’s always been a shooting star to me, and I’ve always hoped to catch her. I’ve wanted to throw my arms around her, she is my wish. she was everyones sun and a smile would lead to another smile, and you could see it on their faces, true happiness. the world didn’t deserve her. so I definitly didn’t either.
"What are these scars from?"
cayleesmiles:
tornadotouch:
she asked. “They’re battle wounds,” I replied. She looked at me for a long time. “Who were you battling?”
“Myself.”
god forbid love ever leave you empty handed.
I feel inadequate because I’m not the only one who loves you. I refuse to believe that we all are the same to you, and I will not back down. I know my place, I know what I want and what I feel and although there are numerous voices in my head telling me what to do, the thing they all have in common is you. I hate that you want me to give up on you, you’re the one person I won’t....
“You know you’ve read a good book when you turn the last page and feel a little...”
– Paul Sweeney (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
I'd give you my heart, and I'd let you just hold it. I'd give you my soul, but I already sold it.
I want you to know that its a little fucked up that im stuck here waiting, no longer debating, tired of sittin and hating and making these excuses for why your not around, and feelin so useless. seems one things has been true all along you don’t really know what you got till its gone.
fort minor.
Some days I feel like shit some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit. i don’t understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long. I find myself trying to stay by the phone, cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone but I feel like an idiot working my day around a call and when I pick up I don’t have much to say.
I find...
tell me that your stomach is twisting with heart...
your wise
Erika says:
why is high school so gaaay
Lisa says:
cause real life is harder. so they are just preparing us
my legs always kill after you visit.
You know you shouldn’t be trick or treating when: you take a break to have a smoke.
I just said the line, ” wow, I’d like to meet her”. I never thought that would come out of my mouth.
riggggggggggggght. →
earthlaughsinflowers:
i loose interest in my life, every waking second.
I understand what I've been longing for, and it's...
how it is someone opens and shuts the door.
A summer drive away from dying: a broken heart nothing to lose. I know it hurts so bad just trying to please the ones you hate to love. And I wrote this note about someone I used to know so I’d remember how life can be so short when your left alone to wonder how it is someone opens and shuts the door. I know your cold but come home. It’s a shame how short we all have come. You...
simply amazing
ayslynne:
people are afraid of themselves, of their own realtiy; their feelings msot of all. people talk about how great love is, but thats bullshit. love hurts. feelings are disturbing. people are taught that pain is evila and dangerous. how can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? pain is meant to wake us up. people try to hide their pain, but they’re wrong. pain is something...
wonders of the night before.
I woke up, my face eager to stare at the clock for hours until I finally successfully missed school. My legs ached as i moved them under my sheets trying to keep warm. I glanced at the clock the final time. 7 31. I better get up i hissed as I rolled out of bed. I looked around the room, exploring my closet with my eyes. A shirt caught me. pea green, a little worn, and belongs to a friend. you...
Guilty of:
Picking pointless fights.
Loving the wrong people.
Jumping to conclusions.
Changing songs before they are over.
Not finishing food.
Listen closely.
I won’t allow a repeat of before. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. I will never let you hurt me in any way shape or form.
